blogs I liked:
http://www.blackrobot.com/
http://www.instantenemy.com/
http://www.yeahtotally.net/
http://www.textism.com/

who knows why? not I. I think an interesting phenomenon is how bloggers link to one another, and how certain social circles of bloggers exist. I am such a newbie. I post with false english as second language to disguise how bad I really post.

Who cares? not I.

I'm constantly wondering why anyone would read this. I read it and it's worse than any journal I've ever written before. I'm terribly dissapointed in myself. Maybe I'll improve. Maybe I should care more. blogger is too easy.

vacation looms... thanksgiving with dad's side of the family. witty banter, putting up with bratty cousins... video games... movies maybe. Christmas presents on friday.dry turkey, dry duck (? can't remember what we eat for christmas...just as dry though.) good mashed potatos, yams, pudding...

yay for black and white design... even if it's a template ripoff.

it's been awhile... I put in my app today with gameinformer... (er, yesterday now.)

I've had this strange peace-less feeling lately, like everything is on edge. I think it's partly lack of sleep, and partly just stress about work and finding a new job. It's hard enough living with the knowledge that I now have real financial commitments in my life, like rent and various credit card payments I have to make. Piled on top of that is the fear that I suddenly won't be able to make them. Yeesh. I hate sounding grown up.

I think I'll take the day off tomorrow, it'll be good because I'm already taking wed off for vacation, and thursday and friday are holliday, so that means the rest of the week is mine.

But on the other hand, I should really... yeah, right. more video games, less worry... maybe more job searching though. more thanksgiving this weekend...

thanksmas rant forthcoming.